What IS Toad Medicine
“Toad Medicine or Bufo is a sacred teacher, and it has taught me the profound beauty of love, life, and existence. To experience Toad medicine, is to experience the FELT SENSE and KNOWING of our Divinity, Oneness and interconnectedness.
We suddenly remember the truth and who we truly are.
Mother Earth has provided us with an abundance of psychoactive plants and fungi for a reason. It's up to us to tap into this wisdom and use it to heal ourselves and the world around us”
Michaela Carlin
As a medicine woman, I have been on a profound journey of self-discovery, healing, and integration. Through my own experiences with sacred earth medicines, I have been able to access the deepest parts of myself and connect with the infinite wisdom of the universe. It is through this journey that I have discovered my true purpose, to help others connect with their souls, heal from their past traumas, and awaken to their highest selves.
5-MeO-DMT, the molecule found in the Bufo Alvarius toad medicine is a potent psychedelic that can induce experiences of ego dissolution and profound unity consciousness. 5-MeO-DMT, has been called the Spirit Molecule and is found in other plants, barks and is endogenous to our bodies and often takes us beyond the limitations of biology, time and space, ego, and wake life reality and into the realm of pure consciousness, where we can encounter the ineffable mystery of existence.
I believe that the power of sacred earth medicines is not only in their ability to induce awakening and profound experiences, but also in their capacity to facilitate deep healing. As such, I always prioritize the importance of integrating these experiences into daily life, which can take time and multiple modalities, community and support.
My work as a sacred medicine carrier is centered on creating a safe and supportive space for clients to embark on their own journeys of self-discovery, awakening, love and healing with these profound sacred earth medicines.
One of the most profound insights that I have gained from my work with Toad medicine is the concept of non-duality, and our interbeingness and that we are all One.
TOAD/BUFO/5 MEO DMT
5-MeO-DMT is sometimes referred to as the "spirit molecule" due to its profound and transformative effects on consciousness, often described as a mystical or spiritual experience. This nickname was popularized by the book "DMT: The Spirit Molecule" by Dr. Rick Strassman, which explores the effects of DMT and 5-MeO-DMT on human consciousness.
5-MeO-DMT, also known as 5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine, is a powerful psychedelic compound that is found naturally in a variety of plants and animals, including the venom of certain toads. It is considered one of the most potent and intense psychedelic substances known to man, and is often described as a transformative and life-altering experience.
5 MEO DMT Is now available in a synthetic and it is highly advised to use instead of Bufo or Toad medicine due to the over harvesting to the Colorado River Toad and the Bufo Alverius Toad containing 5 MEO DMT in their venom.
5 MEO DMT is the only psychedelic medicine endogenous to our bodies, and has the ability to take us beyond memory, biology, time and space, into a realm of pure consciousness where we can experience the divine nature of our existence.
5 MEO DMT is a illegal substance in the USA and many countries. So this blog post is not an inducement of use and this medicine needs to be done in legal locations.
History and Origins of 5-MeO-DMT
The use of 5-MeO-DMT dates back thousands of years and has been used by various cultures for religious and spiritual purposes. The use of 5-MeO-DMT by indigenous people in South America has been documented by anthropologists, and it is believed to have been used as part of shamanic rituals. The use of 5-MeO-DMT was also documented in the ancient Mesoamerican culture, where it was used in the context of religious ceremonies and healing rituals.
Chemistry and Pharmacology of 5-MeO-DMT
5-MeO-DMT is a member of the tryptamine family of compounds and is structurally similar to other tryptamines, such as DMT and psilocybin. It is classified as a Schedule I controlled substance in the United States and is illegal in many countries.
5-MeO-DMT is a potent agonist of the serotonin 5-HT2A and 5-HT1A receptors, which are involved in the regulation of mood, perception, and cognition. When ingested, 5-MeO-DMT is rapidly metabolized in the liver, and the resulting metabolites are excreted in the urine.
Effects of 5-MEO-DMT
The effects of 5-MeO-DMT can be extremely intense and can vary depending on the dose and method of ingestion. When smoked or vaporized, the onset of the effects can be almost immediate and can last anywhere from 15 minutes to an hour or more. When ingested orally, the onset can be slower, and the effects can last for several hours. There are researchers currently studying the intravenous use of 5 MEO DMT.
The effects of 5-MeO-DMT are often described as being more intense and profound than those of other psychedelic compounds. Users report experiencing a profound sense of unity and interconnectedness with the universe, as well as a loss of ego and a dissolution of the boundaries between the self and the external world.
Some users have reported experiencing mystical and transcendent experiences that are difficult to put into words, and many people have reported a profound sense of spiritual awakening and personal transformation as a result of using 5-MeO-DMT.
Risks and Side Effects of 5-MeO-DMT
The use of 5-MeO-DMT is associated with a number of risks and side effects, particularly when used in high doses or in conjunction with other substances. Some of the potential side effects of 5-MeO-DMT use include nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, dizziness, and elevated heart rate and blood pressure.
In rare cases, the use of 5-MeO-DMT can lead to more serious side effects, such as seizures, respiratory distress, and even death. It is important to note that 5-MeO-DMT is a very potent compound, and even experienced users should exercise caution and start with low doses.
This medicine can also be a very hard medicine to integrate due to the profundity of the experience. It may take weeks, months or even years to fully integrate this medicine.
Why would someone want to experience this medicine?
The toad has been used for its psychoactive properties for centuries, and people have used it to gain access to an otherworldly realm of experience.
One of the primary reasons people seek out the toad medicine is to have a transformative experience that helps them break free from old patterns and ways of thinking.
5-MeO-DMT is a very potent substance that can take you to the edge of the universe and beyond. It is a substance that is not to be taken lightly, and it can have a profound impact on your life if you use it with intention and respect.
When you take 5-MeO-DMT, you are taking a journey into the unknown. You are entering a space that is beyond words and beyond comprehension. It is a space of pure consciousness, and it can be both terrifying and beautiful at the same time.
For some people, the toad medicine is a way to connect with something greater than themselves. It is a way to tap into a universal consciousness that is beyond our individual selves. It is a way to experience the oneness of all things.
The beauty of this medicine is that it can facilitate a deep felt sense of our connection with the world around us (and beyond us) Toad/Bufo/5 MEO DMT has the power to take us beyond our biology and our limited sense of self, into a state of oneness with all that is. It is a profound and transformative experience that has the potential to bring us closer to the truth of who we are.
Toad medicine has the ability to connect us to our deepest truths and reveal aspects of ourselves that have been hidden or forgotten. It can offer a powerful healing experience that goes beyond the physical and psychological realms. As a medicine woman, I believe in the importance of creating a safe and sacred space for clients to embark on this journey. I feel I am reading my clients to meet their soul, sometime for the first time.
Integration
Integration is key when it comes to working with toad medicine and 5-MeO-DMT. These experiences can be life-changing, but without proper integration, the lessons learned can fade away quickly. By integrating the experience into daily life, one can continue to benefit from the insights and growth long after the experience is over.
I firmly believe that the integration of these experiences is vital. While the initial journey may be awe-inspiring and life-changing, the real work comes in taking the wisdom of the medicine and integrating it into our everyday lives. This is where the true healing takes place.
A client of mine said recently after her experience with 5 MEO DMT, “I wonder if there is really such a thing as “conscious consent” for this medicine.” What she was getting at, was that the conscious mind has no concept or context for this experience. So when you say “yes’ you really have no idea what you are saying yes to. This medicine can change you whole life.
Integration of toad medicine is VITAl, and is a process that requires patience, dedication, space, compassion, community, self-care, and ideal, a someone who has done their own deep work and who works with many supportive modalities.
We often find ourselves after a journey peeling back the layers and layers of our conditioning and rediscovering the truth of who we are and this reality. Through my own deep personal work, apprenticeships, studies, and work with clients, I have been truly dedicated to deep integration work with my clients. I believe many modalities are needed to support a clients process of of self-discovery, healing and awakening.
It's important to remember that these medicines are not a magic bullet, but rather a tool for self-discovery and healing. The key to a successful journey is to approach it with respect and intention, working with a highly qualified guide who understands this medicine well, as well as deep esoteric wisdoms, and the process of transformation and healing.
The chemistry of these medicines is complex, and we are still learning about their effects on the brain and body. But what we do know is that they have the power to connect us with something greater than ourselves. They can help us let go of our fears, our attachments, and our limiting beliefs, and allow us to experience a profound sense of peace and love. If we don’t take time to work with someone to integrate the experience, we can be come destabilized or miss the opportunity for real change.
COMMUNITY
Having community on this path is vital! As Ram Das says, “we are all just walking each other home.”
We are not meant to do this work alone. Indigenous peoples and those that have worked with plant medicines for centuries have had these medicines at the center of their cultures. They have been used for rites of passage and initiations to mark life events and to build connection and community.
Our Western model is quiet strange. We are very disconnected and when we enter this work it can feel confusing and lonely if you are not going through it with someone else. whether that is to share the deep existential truths and beauty experienced, or if you find you need support and care.
I have created the Psychedelic Integration Group Of Boston (so find us there if you need community)
Medicine women and practitioners need community as well. I have created medicine women circles for sharing and support each other. By connecting with other medicine women, my hope is to share our experiences and insights as we continue to gain deep understanding of the potential of toad medicine and how we can best support those who choose to work with it. We are constantly collecting real data about the effects of this powerful medicine and how we can best serve those who come to it seeking healing and transformation. (reach out if you want to join our medicine women circles)
UNDERSTANDING THE PROFOUNDITY OF THIS EXPEREINCE
How can we understand the ineffable?
It's important to note that this medicine is not to be taken lightly, and it's not for everyone. Most people will not do it more than four times in their life, if ever. It requires a deep level of surrender and trust, as well as a willingness to confront the deepest aspects of oneself. But for those who feel called to explore the potential of toad medicine, it has the power to unlock profound healing and spiritual transformation that can change lives in ways that are hard to imagine.
Toad medicine is a powerful teacher that helps us to see the world in a new light, with clarity and compassion. We may not yet fully understand the ways in which this medicine moves trauma through our bodies somatically, but we can feel the effects in the moments of pure bliss and connection that come after the journey.
: